exam result

After my third exam I am so exiting to know exam result. the day is near and near..Keep wishing my self good luck. I know how badly I had done for my core subject.

Lifestyle

These days I m trying myself to become the person  which I have not been before. Less talk and try to stay quiet. Now I found a joy with this life style. Because I am addictive to one thing seriously so I am always busy with that. It is like drug. It is not drug but I feel like drug =).  Anyway I enjoy it. As a person, I need to attach to something or someone. But I need balance with skol coz I have exam in coming July as well as moving house. I definitely miss my buddies from this home. One more thing this month i found myself improve productivity at job which is my only wish for 20111.

Motivation for Exam

Need motivation for exam … my dear give me strength.. “YOU CAN DO IT” :S

plan for 2011

just done my budget plan for 2011. Seriously I cannot use much extra in 2011 because I bought one apartment at my home town as well as my school fee. Past two months I am out of control in my credit bill. Now time to do plan and spend according my plan.

2010 is almost over and I would say I can full fill major wishes of mine. The most major , seriously I decided not to go any vacation in 2010. Apartment is one of my wish list and also laptop.

A few renovation need for year 2011 – in fact I don’t have any major serious wish in 2011. But I have targeted to increase my productivity in year 2011. This is my major challenge for year 2011. I must improve my productivity.

Everyday you have to check how much you are better than yesterday

Master first semester first project experience

I’ve got bad experience with my master first semester very first team project. I did one of the portion and that portion is really depend on the other two persons’ code. I didn’t ask properly with them. Lack of communication. Then I found out our class diagram and the way we think was wrong. But I kept quite and never mentioned to team. This is something like I know I have bomb and then never let other know. So what happened in the end I dead and I let my team dead. It was very good demonstration and experience for me. Next time I try my best and I will do much communication.

Give me some!

I am asking my soul to give me stable and hard working mind. These day I loose all my mind control. I know I need to finish my ca within two weeks. Everyday I sit at front of computer and my mind start going away and even can’t concentrate about 1hr.  That is demanding me to do more meditation. I’ve been lazy quite a  long time to do meditation. I need it serirouslyyyyy…

Meditation is the good medicine for your mind!

Master Course Sems-I experience

Almost three months I have been studying for MTech first semester. Would like to write down some of my experiences. Not for other people just would like to read through archive. Now I am feel comfortable with studying. Apparently, I much and much loving to be student. HAHA. I am in group/team 6 which is include 8 members. Most of them are very good experience and thinker. I learn from teachers as well as from them.  But I need time management for myself. Why I need time management because simply I know I have enough time to finish my works then every time I ended with rushing. Whenever I touch computer first of all I browse Facebook, some blogs what I used to read and then gmail or gtalk then chatting with others. I know I need some mee time but I still need some curve line between mee time and study time… even I m thinking to use some tools ..I still writing blog ..wahaha..

My Definition of friend

My definition for friendship is quite straight forward. I have open minded. I always friendly to other. I can help any person who ask me to help which I can afford to help.I am not going to think twice and I will help. So for me every person who know with me for single time as well my friend. That is my definition of friend.

So what is my definition of best friends? I haven’t thought abt this before. But I had time to think about that and I found out what is it. My definition of best friends means I want taking care from them and sharing. But these past two three months I got somehow freaky feeling which is very bad. If you know me, you will know  I have not much to share for sorrow or love affair coz I never think too much for this. Neither Because of I don’t want to share other about sorrow nor love I simply don’t much have to share. Talking bad mouth about other I will definitely avoid. I will talk other people life style if that particular person can reveal his/her life. Even I know some secrent that will destroy the two persons relationship I will definitely keep quite my mouth.

I always think that people can’t pretend for quite long time. Especially in love affair even 528 or 1500. In past 25 years, I have my BFF which I count them as mine. One of my friends who I count her as my bff and also I act her like my sister. I don’t know whether she doesn’t like me at the beginning or after being friend with me. But I can feel sometime she doesn’t like me. But I don’t think too much so I will forget and  as usual. But past three months the way she react me is quite upset for me. I upset because she restricted not to tell me about hers to me even she can tell other people like she just friend within this short period. And so many other small things as well (example : she will be avoiding the place where I have).

So I was thought about that why it had happened because I am not doing anything. Within that period I feel angry and upset. But after that I found out being a Buddhist I can understand sometimes things are happened no reason.I found out clearly that person definitely sure did thing in purpose. So I was thinking what is the best way to solve this problem. Because I know I can’t go this thing is happened for long time. What I have done is I reduce the level of my love to her everytimes I found out she is purposely doing things to me. Then after 5 or 7 times then I totally can make it my mind her as my friend. That mission is completely finished in 2010 Jan 1 and I don’t have any upset to her.

We are upset and angry because we are taking care and love to that person and we want the same reflection.
If we didn’t much take care and love then we may not suffer much. In love affair as well, people say after they broken up with their lover they didn’t feel any hurt.Because they haven’t much love to their love.

December Trip

I have been planning for December Trip to Hong Kong. Our group all together 5 ppl. My friend, KHN’s family, and me and mum. I don’t know how is in Hong Kong. Now I am really sick of visa fee. I didn’t know if I go to Shenzhen, China, there will be different visa and visa fees is freaky expensive. It’s cost half of my trip estimated cost. SGD 120 for double entry to China and single entry to Hong Kong. So I spent SGD 240 for my mum and me .

Hong Kong and Macau are  SAR (Special Administration Region) . If you would like to visit nearest city around HOng Kong , you need China Visa.

So, I have less amount to spend in Hong Kong. Fortunately, I got admission for Master of Technology.  I have to balance for both school and job in coming 2010 year onward. So, Hong Kong trip is a kind of treat for me to fill up my energy. I love traveling. I like to visit all around the country. But now only two countries I have been and upcoming my dream countries are very expensive in Air fares and visa fee. So Now I am thinking to visit across the Malaysia in coming year HAHAHA.  Becoz simply cheap and no air fares cost. . I will write down all my experience and feeling after come back from Hong Kong.. Coming Soon

five days visit to Yangon

I have been living in S’pore for 1 year and 10months. Now I am living with my mum. She is staying at home and doing house hold works. Sometime I feel like she is very tired of working this household thing. Becoz when she lived in Myanmar, there was one house mate who always help her. ..hmm.. away from my topic.

I was enjoyed in Yangon within those 5days. Even short period I got a chance to meet with my realatives and my beloved fris. Even I stay in Singapore most of my close friends in Myanmar. Sometime I wonder how can I survive in S’pore without any relative. The reason is I am the person who can stay whatever place and enjoy the present moment. HAHAA . But sometime I have down time and bubbles in my mind coz of some people.

Photos are posted in here